Thursday, July 28, 2005!
HandWritten on; 10:44 AM
im tired. very tired.
im tired of thinking.
of thinking what people think of me.
i just want to be myself.
but this world cannot accept a true me.
i don even know who am i.
im stressed.
gg back everyday.
to a home where i don even consider home.
scared about this.
worried about that.
i need to see a shrink.
stress.
over school. dance. [the auditions ARE NOT OVER. AFTER SCHOOL TODAY. FREAK.]
work. tests.
speaking of tests, i have FOUR tests next week.
no kidding.
how i wish i was kidding.
well.
and stress.
over home. friendships.
it's amazing sometimes to think the stuff we 15yearolds have to handle.
handle. without complaint.
everything would be fine.
if you have someone to talk to.
someone who will listen to you.
just listen.
someone who will respond immediately.
someone who cares enough.
im tired of trying.
to be that someone for others..
nobody ever wants to be that "someone" for me.
whatever.